Afraid......

When I cry, there is a reason
When I weep, there is a reason
When I am down, there is a reason
When I am worried, there is a reason

Just to let you know,
You can't stop all this from happening to me,
Its a natural thing,
God gave you to me, so how can I just let it be?

I am worried about your health,
But never worried about your wealth,
To me, your health comes first,
Sometimes worried about it, till my head nearly burst

You are someone precious,
Not and never something precious.....

When I am down to the ground,
You are there to pick me up, give me a cheer,
When I cry,
There is always a shoulder for me to cry on,

Wanted to have a sister since I was born,
Most of my hopes torn,
Sometimes I could be a fuss,
A whole lot of problems left in the dust

I am afraid,
Afraid of losing you,
This is really true,
I am just afraid.....

With All I Am

Hello there, this is me
I don't really know much about me
Just wanting all I could ever be
But, failure is all I see

I walk but fall
Run but hit the wall
I am locked in this small hall
Tossed around like a ball

Whatever seem big to me
To others, they seem small
With all I am
Picking myself up in front of them

With all I am
I won't weep or cry
Just hold on till time pass by
Don't worry, I won't die....

I will see you soon, with all I am.....

Listen To Me

Hey God, are you there?
Do you even care?
Sometimes I really think its not fair.....
What are you doing?

Don't just stare!!
Help me....
Listen to me.....
This are my prayers

Well, I wish I could just close my eyes and trust you
That is sometimes all I want to do
When I feel blue
When I am lost without a clue.....

Can't seem to except what is true
I just want you to listen...
Listen well...
Hope this rings a bell...

Thank You For Loving Me

Sometimes there are word which just to hard to express
I still can't, even if I did my best
Living everyday of my life as if they were my last
Time is something that just passes so fast

This is something I want you to know
I will put my pride and head down to bow

Thank you for loving me
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You are all I wanted to be
Thank you for loving me

You were a part of me
When my hope were down to its knees
Thank you for picking me up
Giving my heart a gentle rub

When I fall into my sea of despair
You were there to part it, just to save me.....
When my heart shattered
You were there to pick the pieces up

You are my whole lot of encouragement
When I couldn't fly
Thought that best if I could die
You gave me wings....

I have nothing to give in return
All I've got to give to you
Are all I have, this five word tonight
Thank you for loving me.....

The Reason

I am not and never a perfect person
I was made with errors even when the Earth turned
Scars on me body which burned
Nope!! Still no lesson learned

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

No matter how scared
No matter how pain
No matter how stressful
Nothing will ever stop me from holding on

I will always keep this bond
Tell me I am wrong
Torture me for long
I will take all of that and still stand tall in front of you

I won't fight back
I will take that smack
Go ahead, give me a whack
Give my heart and head a great big crack

After all you have done
Nope!! I won't run
I can take more hurt than you ever can bring
So I will continue to stand in this round ring

I will never give up something so precious so easily
Well, thats just me.......

Empty boat

Come come!! Hop on
Let's go see the sunset
Back to the place where we met

We laughed in the boat
We chatted till late
Looking at the sun round and red

Where are you now?
I am all alone.....
I am alone in my empty boat

I used to have someone here
I used to smile
Please come back for a ride

Come, sit by my side
I will row down the lake and back
I will bring you back

I have waited so long for someone
Now, I will row my boat
Row down the lake, but......

I will never come back......

He Ran to Me

He was great
He was mighty
He was a mighty conquerer
But He ran

The only time He ran
I saw God ran
Not from trouble and problem
But to trouble and problem

This is the only time I saw Him ran
He ran to me
Hugged me to his chest
Told me, I could close my eyes and rest

When I left Him, the day when I left home
I knew I hurt Him so badly
I had broken His heart....
Took away my part....

I met Him in my dreams
Wonder and compassion all it seems
His bright face beams

One night, I returned
With my face partly burned
All my prides burned
My hopes burned

The only time I will ever see him run.....

He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest
Looked in my face
Wiped the painful tears from my eyes

Looked at me and said, " Son, do you know I still love you? "
He has been waiting for me to return
He has been waiting for this day......
His hug, word and forgiveness healed me......